2008年12月19日星期五

20 places where you should eat in Auckland

20 places where you should eat in Auckland

Antoine's Modern NZ/French accents
Cibo Modern NZ/Asian tastes
Clooney Modern European
dine by Peter Gordon Fusion
Eight.Two Innovative classics
The Engine Room Bistro
Euro NZ Bistro/Techno
The French Cafe Contemporary European
Grand Harbour Chinese/Hong Kong style
The Grove Modern NZ
Kermadec Seafood
M Modern Indian
Meredith's Modern NZ/Techno
Molten Modern NZ
O'Connell Street Bistro Modern European bistro
Satya South Indian
Soto Modern Japanese
Soul Modern bistro / Seafood
Te Motu Modern NZ/Vineyard
Vinnie's Modern NZ/Euro currency

**extract taken from the NZ Herald**

2008年10月15日星期三

Have decided~~

Need to ask for leave for Dec - Jan.

Then purchase ticket... then just fly back with empty luggage bag...

Heading back to HK first.. catch up with friends... then do a stop off in Sydney before coming back to NZ.

Shop, Eat, Shop, Eat, SPEND SPEND SPEND... like there's no tomorrow hahaha....

While in Sydney, maybe I can start applying for jobs and looking at accommodations ^_^ ... better start moving stuff over to Aust and cram up my sis's apartment.

Still wondering, Sydney or Melbourne... ummmmm.... haha somehow I have the idea of trying it out in Hong Kong. I am sure my parent will be glad of that.

Oh well... atleast end of year is sorted.. for now... if leaves get approved!!!

2008年10月14日星期二

2 more months to go !!!

2 more months till the end of 2008. @_@ shock horror...

This basically means... time to start planning for my XMAS HOILDAY ^_^...
With the state of the economy this year, I dont' even know if I can afford the ticket back to Hong Kong =.= ..... $2500..... Well not that I can't afford.. but is it worth it???

So I have came up with a list of hoilday location and approx ticket cost ~~

Sydney - $450
Melbourne - $490
Brisbane - Gold Coast - $490
Bangkok - $1050
Malaysia - $xxxx
Hong Kong - $2500

I guess the only thing is, with hoildaying in Australia or Hong Kong I don't need to think of accomdation. Still have housing in Hong Kong, and got lot of friends and relatives in Australia whom will be more then HAPPY to put up with me for a few weeks :P .... Not to mention, due to the numerance number of time I have been to those 2 locations -.- there is bound to be account set up in those area with my hoilday money.

So then it only comes down to, do I want to go somewhere different this year??? Or do I want to go somewhere familiar and just chill. ?!?

Or should I just stay in boring old NZ, save up my annual leave for a bigger more luxurious hoilday later on in the year, in doing so save up the money I WILL be spending this year?????

So confusing.. so complicated... sooo annoying that I did not purchase those cheap cheap ticket to australia when they were on sale yesterday .... ARGGGGGGG.... bad bad bad habit of mine.. I CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND WITH ANYTHING....

Maybe I should invest in one of those decision making dice and use that instead... might work...

2008年10月8日星期三

How to prevent sleepless night?!?


I think I am in a mess.... emotionally unstable.... physically fatigue.... mentally drained....

How to keep brain busy 24/7???
How to prevent sleepless night???
How to lock down certain part of your memory???
How to maintain a smile on your face even though your heart is in pain???
How to maintain a promise when you feel like breaking all the rules ever written???
How to keep going when you feel like you have already lost the race???
How to be strong when you feel like breaking down in tears???

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

周杰倫 - 失落非主流

Personal Birth Chart~~

Birth Chart

This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for Pak X-X .

The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

Sun in Aquarius

One of the standout characteristics of those born under the Sun Sign of Aquarius is their unwillingness to follow the beaten track. With advancement and progress on their minds, there can be an irreverence to old and outdated ways of thinking and doing things. Many Aquarians aim to free themselves of personal and social conditioning. Although open to change in theory, Aquarians can be surprisingly stubborn. Their idealism runs strong, but they can be very fixed in their opinions.

Often a bit aloof and even standoffish, Aquarians nonetheless are usually well-liked. They are curious and observant, and tolerant in a broad sense. Prejudice and bias is offensive to the typical Aquarius. Aquarians are generally very clever, witty, and intellectual. They value progress and frankness. It's difficult to throw Aquarians for a loop�they're generally on top of things. There is a bit of reformer in Aquarius. They'll try to get you to see through superficiality, and encourage you to be open and forthright. "Be true to yourself" and "Don't follow the crowd" are mottos we easily associate with this sign. Aquarians need space and value personal freedom. Any attempt to box them in will likely fail. They'll happily return the favor; and they will treat people from all walks of life as equals. Equality and fairness are hallmarks of the sign. If you're quirky and "different", all the better.

Short description:

She is independent, autonomous, and has progressive ideas.

Weaknesses: an unusual, rebellious and revolutionary spirit.

Aquarius ascendant Aries

Sun in X

The urge to work toward a goal, for success and accomplishment, and/or for power is part of your make-up. You are uncomfortable in any position in which you must "take orders" from someone else. Recognize your ambitions and your need for authority without going overboard. Seek out a career that allows you to manage, rather than be managed, if possible. It is crucial that you accept the part of you that is ambitious, but take pains not to over-identify with an image that is not really you! Successful career is guaranteed, but may sometimes come late.

-59 Square Sun - Moon

You have an internal struggle between your needs and your wants. You can lack focus and be indecisive as a result. Your ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability, simply because when you decide on one route, you are pulled in another direction at the same time. Something tugs at you, and you begin to question your stance. "But what if..." and "on the other hand..." are statements you can't help making and that plague you. You are always aware of the opposing point of view and the other side of the coin.

-94 Square Sun - Mars

You possess an unmistakable competitiveness and a "me-first" attitude. The fighter persona is most apparent in youth, when the child is described as a "bundle of energy", or it is remarked that he or she "can't sit still". The abundant energy generated by this aspect is hard to direct in childhood. Later in life, ideally, those with these aspects have learned to channel some of their excess energy into productive avenues--perhaps through career, sports, or any area where competitiveness is considered an asset. Nevertheless, you can meet up with more than your share of conflict, and you can sometimes rub people the wrong way. You are very motivated to get things done, to take action rather than simply talk about something, and to get from point A to point B as quickly as possible. Those who know you quite well might describe you as hot-headed and temperamental at times. You are easily frustrated, and you're given to impulsive actions. If the aspect is found in cardinal signs, it gives impulsiveness and a short temper. If the aspect is found in fixed signs, the natives can be very hard-headed and willful. If it's in mutable signs, it gives a restless and frustrated impatience.Essentially, you have faced conflict and are not particularly afraid of it. You have faced having your need to assert yourself blocked. Your parents may have done as much as they could to "tame" what they felt to be excess energy or aggression. In other words, you know all about conflict and blockages, so that when you are faced with a challenge or a roadblock, you don't run away from it or hide under the covers feeling sorry for yourself. You meet challenges head-on.

-72 Square Sun - Pluto

You may be prone to inner tension and negative, self-destructive behavior. When things are going well, you suffer from fears that something will come along to change that. Constantly worrying that the rug will be pulled from under your feet can easily become a self-fulfilling prophecy. You possess tremendous power and strength--when you learn to accept and use that strength, instead of fear it, you can be one of the most effective, insightful, helpful, and healing person around! At times, you can be intensely dissatisfied with your personal accomplishments and expressions of self. You put a lot of pressure on yourself regarding your own endeavors. You can be quite dissatisfied with your creative self-expressions, and want to hide your expressions from others until you feel the output is "right". This is largely due to a perceived inability to express or reveal your true personality to others. You struggle with a deep need to control yourself and life itself. You are especially sensitive to criticism, and feel the need to "redo" yourself often. There is a marked fear of losing control, and this might stem from some traumatic event in childhood, or the childhood might have been crisis-ridden or emotionally-charged in general. As such, you can be intensely fearful of, or threatened by, change. This can express itself through attempts to control your life in such a way that you can manage your fears of being taken off guard. Of course, this generally backfires! You have an intense need for privacy at times.

The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

Moon in Scorpio

While others may find security and comfort in material things, Moon in Scorpio people seek out emotional intensity. No matter what, there is something very intense about Lunar Scorpios. They are diggers when it comes to the world of emotion--they can see beyond facades and cut right to the core of a person. This ability to "see" what isn't obvious to the rest of the world can be intimidating to others or wildly attractive, depending on the audience.

Their deep-seated need for transformation and rebirth can manifest itself in the lives of Lunar Scorpios in different ways. Most have powerful, emotionally intense lives. Some feel like it is beyond their control -- these natives seem to attract emotional upheaval, and their lives appear to consist of plenty of dramatic ups and downs. However, when accepted as an emotional need, rebirth and change doesn't need to be so dramatic and overwhelming. In some way or the other, Moon in Scorpio natives seek out intense experiences. If their lives are regular in any way, there can be an unconscious need to test their own strength and stir up emotional excitement. Self-awareness and acceptance is probably the best way to handle this deep need for emotional drama.

Doing things halfway or having meaningless relationships simply doesn't fulfill them. Lunar Scorpios want all or nothing. Moon in Scorpio people often have a strong fear of betrayal. They seek out commitment, and feel the need for a partner to give up something for them. Some will put the people they love through a series of tests, and these are not always conscious. Their apparent suspicion can be trying for the people who love them. However, once committed, Moon in Scorpio people can be the most loyal and protective partners around. Even the shy ones have enormous presence. Their lives are emotion-driven, yet many Moon in Scorpio natives spend a lot of time controlling and mastering their emotions. Their intuition is enormous, although it is sometimes self-serving.

Moon in Scorpio people radiate strength. Even in the absence of experience, they seem to "just know" things. It would be difficult to shock or scare away Lunar Scorpios in the face of emotional honesty and power. Some people instinctively want to lean on them, and other less brave folk run a little scared. Lunar Scorpios have exceptional "radar" that allows them to size up a situation--and a person--quickly and expertly. This ability to understand human motivation and nature can be too close for comfort for some, and enormously comforting for others. Many Lunar Scorpios are intelligent and astute. Those that use their enormous powers for intimacy and honesty are the happiest, and they make the most interesting and rewarding friends and lovers.

Short description:

Courageous, brave, independent, not a fearful nature. A very sensual and progressive woman.

Weaknesses: excesses of pleasures of the flesh, sensual delights and sensuality. Difficulty letting go.

Moon in VII

Marriage is very important for her, for better and for worse. Cannot stand being alone. Likes business relationships.

91 Conjunction Moon - Mars

You are a passionate person who loves life. Although your emotions are powerful and immediate, your passion is generally controlled and directed. You are a sexual person who nevertheless doesn't get too carried away or controlled by your passions. Because your emotions are strong and you know how to channel them into constructive channels, you don't easily understand such things as "crimes of passion", impulsive behaviors, or emotional excitability in others. You're generally open, accepting, and natural in your sexual expression. You need an emotional connection in order to feel complete on a physical level. You may have an affection and talent for sports, but other factors in the natal chart are necessary to provide the motivation and commitment.

Short description: She is frank, honest, full of vigor and ambition. She is strong-willed and powerful at work. She is a little hard on herself but, above all, on others whose capacity for action is not as great.

26 Sextile Moon - Jupiter

She is generally pleasantly composed, due to an inner sense of harmony and emotional balance. She is optimistic--and realistically so, most of the time--which contributes to her overall "luck". She is able to get a real perspective on emotional matters that not only benefits her outlook, she is able to offer support to others when needed. Broad-mindedness is a wonderful characteristic. Quick to find humor in situations, she is generally warm and fun to be around. Deep down, she believes in the basic goodness of people and of life in general, and this basic and natural attitude helps her to attract positive circumstances and to make good connections. One of her best qualities is tolerance. Usually, she doesn't take life too seriously in the sense that she believes in having a bit of fun. her hunches are more often than not bang-on.

She is frank, honest, optimistic and generous. She likes good cooking, her comforts. Her friendships are sincere. She is a worker and knows how to surround herself with the right people: she is appreciated at work.

14 Sextile Moon - Neptune

Positive aspect: She is kind and sympathetic, with a strongly compassionate nature. When in love, she is usually very devoted. In fact, she is devoted by nature, not only in matters of the heart.

252 Conjunction Moon - Pluto

She wavers between a rich and successful domestic life and social success. She has difficulty in succeeding in both. Very perceptive and given to psychoanalyzing people. A strategist. Powerful emotions and intense feelings.

-31 Opposition Moon - Ascendant

She is unhappily influenced by the family. She is probably loved insufficiently by her parents, but looks for more love especially from her mother. She is susceptible, has superficial sensitivity and is sometimes irascible.

Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

Mercury in Capricorn

Her mind compartmentalizes impressions, and she appreciates structure and order. The mind learns best when it can see practical uses for information. Resourceful, reflective, deep thinker: a fine and vivacious mind. Undertakes lengthy studies or, if circumstances do not allow, will teach herself. A rational person. Can be pessimistic, skeptical, and sarcastic, possessing a very sharp sense of humor. Notices everything.

Mercury in IX

Her thirst for knowledge is never satisfied. She is full of mental activity. She undertakes exhaustive studies, always studying for pleasure. Likes journeys to faraway places, and can go to live abroad.

81 Sextile Mercury - Mars

She likes to discuss, likes polemic. She has good judgement and is determined. She is a worker and has lots of energy. She has a lively intelligence and goes to the heart of things.

25 Conjunction Mercury - Jupiter

She is intelligent, has big ideas: she is tolerant and has a strong sense of justice. She has good judgement, good sense and has her feet on the ground. She has the "gift of the gab", and likes to speak, she also likes literature. She is erudite and will normally be successful socially.

15 Conjunction Mercury - Midheaven

She likes to have her own ideas about things, to form an opinion and think over the problems it poses. She is an intellectual.

Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

Venus in Sagittarius

When Venus in Sagittarius people are in love, they need to feel they can grow and expand their horizons through their relationship. They want to learn new things, and experience everything together. These are idealistic lovers who want you to appreciate their beliefs, visions, and ideals. They can be a confusing mix of the lighthearted and serious. They are roamers and seekers, and don't commit in their relationships as easily as others. Venus in Sagittarius men and women turn others on with their big smiles and laughs, their jokes, their grand schemes, their dreams, and their friendly, flirtatious behavior. They pride themselves on their open minds, but you may notice they can be judgmental too. They are threatened by inhibitions on the part of their lover, dullness, and emotional overkill. They are restless, and won't put up with lovers who dwell on any one thing. When the going gets tough in their relationship, they have an overwhelming need to run away. Usually this only means getting out and experiencing something new before they come back, but sometimes it can be for good. They are attracted to people in love with life. You don't need to be refined, polished, or graceful to win their favor.

Pleasing Venus in Sagittarius involves allowing them lots of room in the relationship to grow. Avoid getting stuck in a rut, and understand their need to move on. Learn to laugh, but take their rants and raves seriously. Avoid criticizing their beliefs, join them in debates, and philosophize along with them. When they feel the need for more experience, join them! Learn to look past their clumsiness with you and your feelings, and avoid cornering them or forcing them to commit.

Venus in IX

Finds love abroad or marries a foreigner. Refined mind, she likes the Arts, is carried away by beautiful things. She is very happy abroad.

193 Conjunction Venus - Jupiter

She is good-hearted, generous and has a good character. She likes well-being, comfort, a life without problems. She has good relations with her circle. She is easy to approach. All the same, she falls in love easily. She has a successful married and professional life.

324 Conjunction Venus - Neptune

Her professional life is unstable. She has a taste for the Arts, is a dreamer, is easily influenced and romantic. She is emotional and very sensitive.

68 Sextile Venus - Pluto

Her emotional and sex life is powerful and rich. She lives out truly passionate love affairs.

57 Trine Venus - Ascendant

She likes everything beautiful, the Arts, balance and harmony. She is amiable and sociable. She likes entertainment and has a loving nature.

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

Mars in Scorpio

Mars in Scorpio natives love to challenge themselves to do the impossible. They throw themselves into what they decide to do with concentrated energy and awesome willpower. These people make formidable opponents, although often quietly so. They keep their cool and their equilibrium on the surface. Below the surface may be another story, and they are unlikely to easily let you in. Mars in Scorpio has the potential to exploit others�these people see through others, and rely heavily on their gut feelings. The sexual stamina of this position is thought to be the strongest of all the positions of Mars. Sometimes, Mars in Scorpio people are attracted to taboos, and their fantasies may involve blowing the taboos to smithereens! They enjoy scenarios in which the "other" is giving in to them, wants them completely, and will do absolutely anything for them. And, their sexual appeal is strong enough that they generally do get what they want.

They find it difficult to share their partners, though they will likely never admit this. In stark contrast to Mars in Libra, who is most comfortable with the middle ground, Mars in Scorpio has a black-or-white philosophy of life. These are the people who say, "Just choose!" They really are not comfortable with compromise�what kind of satisfaction could you possibly get from compromise? Real living, to Mars in Scorpio, is all about accepting challenges and making changes. These people constantly test themselves, and, often, others. They make all kinds of rules and goals, just for the personal satisfaction that comes from achieving or mastering them. Their survival instincts are strong, and they embrace their own animal nature when they are all alone with themselves, without guilt.

These people have a provocative quality to them. This quality is usually most evident in youth, though it is often carried over into adulthood in more subtle, controlled ways. Mars in Scorpio natives who have low self-esteem can become mighty twisted. Instead of beating themselves up, they turn self-loathing outward, and end up manipulating others and feeling resentful. While Mars in Libra is constantly striving to bring fairness to the world, Mars in Scorpio knows that life simply isn't fair.

Mars in VII

She dominates her associates, colleagues. She is the same in love life, dominating the spouse and this makes for a stormy relationship in prospect.

25 Conjunction Mars - Saturn

She is energetic and determined. She has strength and resistance, ability and patience: she is tough, and sometimes insensitive, and puts all her energy and talents into overcoming all the obstacles to her success. She is obstinate, calculating, does not take on anything without having thought of all the possible consequences, she can take all the time in the world and never loses patience to achieve her objectives. She is not particularly popular in her circle, but is feared and respected.

321 Conjunction Mars - Pluto

She is ambitious, has a great capacity for work, has self-confidence and goes to the end of her plans.

Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

Jupiter in Capricorn

She attracts the most good fortune when she organizes and directs, conducts herself with integrity, is ethical, and mature.

Jupiter in IX

Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable.

127 Conjunction Jupiter - Neptune

She is very generous and altruistic, helping people in difficulty or sick people. She knows how to listen or, at least, how to give that impression. She is a dreamer, with lots of imagination: she likes the Arts.

69 Sextile Jupiter - Pluto

She likes to direct, is intelligent and is an organizer of the first order.

14 Trine Jupiter - Ascendant

She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.

Saturn represents contraction and effort.

Saturn in Scorpio

Observant, self-controlled, unforgiving, tough, methodical, a researcher, an investigator. Lots of courage, self-assurance and can keep her cool.

Weaknesses: makes no concessions or compromises. She can become a fanatic of a creed, a party, work or a religion.

Saturn in VII

Relationships, marriage are not likely to be fruitful. She marries fairly late but her feelings are sincere and stable. She is persevering, methodical and persistent, which brings professional success.

Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.

Uranus in Sagittarius

She is shy, delicate but proud, bold and lively.

Uranus in VIII

She is interested in antiquity, archaeology, history. Her financial situation has its highs and lows, which an inheritance can help out.

Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

Neptune in Capricorn

She is discerning, wise and sensible.

Neptune in IX

Interest in art, has high ideals and a great attraction to exotic ideas and to the sea. Big dreams.

48 Sextile Neptune - Pluto

14 Trine Neptune - Ascendant

She has strange relationships. She is easily influenced, very sensitive and emotional.

Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

-16 Opposition Pluto - Ascendant

She imposes her will by force, violence.

House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.

Aquarius ascendant Aries

Ascendant In Aries

People with Aries Ascendants are direct and quick. Their first instinct is to do, rather than think. Planning ahead? Forget it. Aries rising simply charges forward without much ado. This position does not make a person aggressive. Forthright, yes, but aggression is too strong a word for these natives. They have a youthful, direct manner that sees what it wants and generally goes for it. At the same time, there isn't any malice in their intent. Some Aries rising people are competitive, but they generally put most of the pressure on themselves. These people love to come out ahead in all that they do. They get ready quickly, walk quickly, and have little patience for dilly-dallying. Their temper is quick, too. It's also quick to disappear. Rarely do you find Aries rising people holding grudges. Their mannerisms are rather simple and straightforward.

Aries rising loves action, and is often trying to stir up some activity. Their strengths lie in their enterprising ways. Finishing things they start does not always come as easily, unless the ruler, Mars, is placed in a more tenacious sign, such as Taurus or Scorpio. Aries Ascendant often gives a rather swift walk, with the head leaning forward slightly. This walk is surprisingly distinctive. Headaches, and sinus and eye problems are the usual physical complaints of this position. Rashes and acne on the face and shoulders sometimes occur. Broad shoulders and slim hips are common. Often, Aries rising people are quick to smile, and they possess a youthful charm throughout life. Probably early on in life, Aries rising people got typecast as the "independent" child. As adults, people with Aries Ascendants often stick to that role in life. People don't run to help them out -- they appear quite fine doing things on their own. These people have learned to be self-reliant, and this generally stems from their early experiences. Despite a rather brusque and independent manner, these natives are usually very willing to compromise in their relationships, and are very attached to the people they hold dear.

House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.

House II in Taurus

Financially usually comfortable, but there can be a tendency to splurge on luxury items. However, she is unlikely to go wanting. The house where Venus is placed can show areas where money can be made. Holds on to things. Sentimental about personal possessions.

House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.

House III in Gemini

She adapts well to any kind of change, and enthusiastically. She doesn't like monotony. Early family life was busy, and usually this position suggests a number of siblings. Work in communications or the media is possible. Writing talent is also probable. Reads and thinks a lot, but is not very focused. Has a lot of projects going at once.

House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.

House IV in Cancer

Reveres family life, children have a large place in her heart. Sheis by nature calm, affectionate, delicate and tender. Values peace and calm in the home. Is nostalgic and collects things of sentimental value.

House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.

House V in Leo

Can only love an honest, upright and intelligent person. Likes to admire her spouse. A sincere, stable and faithful love. Refined education.

House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.

House VI in Virgo

Jobs in the medical or paramedic fields suit her the best. Weak point: the nerves and intestines.

House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.

House VII in Libra

Looks for compromise in relationships and marriage. May get involved in a committed relationship earlier than many.

House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.

House VIII in Scorpio

Lots of vivacity and hastiness put life in danger too often, and one of these times could be too much.

House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.

House IX in Sagittarius

Long voyages abroad. Might settle permanently in a foreign country. Intellectual work, mathematical mind.

House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older

House X in Capricorn

Someone who is completely trusted at work. Respectable, irreproachable in her work and moral qualities, scrupulous and praiseworthy.

House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.

House XI in Aquarius

Likes to re-make the world with her friends. These discussions can last the whole night and, with the ideal world created, she can retire to bed.

House XII is the area of education and of emotion.


House XII in Pisces

Contradictions, torments and harassments.


Your Personal Natal Chart

2008年10月7日星期二

周杰倫 - 魔杰座 "稻香"

Just finished listening to Jay new album, the lyric in this song is so touching. So felt like pasting it here so I can keep a record of it. Not to mention share it with you guys ^_^

ENJOY~~

稻香lyrics

[稻 香] 詞:周杰倫 曲:周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

2008年9月29日星期一

How to become a 'new Bedouin'...

Its been 2 year since I have entered the workforce. Life has been good I guess. A good 9 - 5 job, the daily dose of stress, constant interaction with people of the same background and intellect, decent salary and not to mention an office to die for. (Yes the office bit is a bit far fetch, I should say an office to loose yourself in..literally..)

But I sometime do wonder, why can I not work at an environment that I like? e.g starbuck, gloria jeans, nearby park, the beach or just away from the office.

Well, I guess for me that is abit hard. Being a hardware/software tester ain't easy when the system you test are not really that PORTABLE. Working away from the office will mean bringing all those spare system with me. But I guess during those time when all my work consist of is technical documentation, then I would love to be able to work away from the office and just get a change of scenery.

With the technology nowadays, that is not even impossible. Abit of money and abit of brain is all you need. (Or working for a telco company / a manager that is really really kind to you.. haha)

5 things you need to become a 'new Bedouin'

1. A laptop with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth capability
2. A smartphone or PDA with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth capability
3. Back-up storage in the event of Laptop failure
4. An ability to work in different environments
5. Spare change for coffee and a muffin

*extract from NZ Herald*

Once you have equip yourself with the 5 necessary item, you can quickly email work on your Wi-Fi capable laptop to inform them your new office location and continue on with your work. With a cup of freshly brewed coffee and a fresh out of the oven muffin, over-looking the ocean, listening to the sound of waves crashing against the rocks. *sigh* arh....thats life for you.

Of course, if that doesn't work. And your line of work allows you, you can consider the idea of "CONTRACTING" out ... haha ...

2008年8月8日星期五

080808 - We are ready!!

Beijing Olympic offically commence today.
Are we ready?!? Of course we are!!!
.... Bring on the GOLD ....

2008年8月6日星期三

好想...為什麼....可能嗎...

好想大聲叫...
好想大聲哭...
好想問為什麼...
好想了解情況...
好想時間能加速...
好想日子過得快一點...
好想知到你在想什麼...
好想返回過去...

好想....
好想....
好想....
好想....

但是我最想都是...時間到的時後...我能堅強的做到能讓你幸福的決定......

2008年7月14日星期一

New Song update ~~

Quite a nice song this one, really meaningful in a way. Also Eason Chen new album "不想放手" is super super goooood >< .... all his song is soo good.... Love how he try to speak in bad hk style english in the song "獨居動物" hahaha ho dak yi ar ^_^ ... just make me laugh everytime I listen to it. This will be a good song to cheer anyone up.
Another meaningful song would be "Aren't You Glad". Egnlish song, lyric is also really good.
Anyway just list out the lyric of one of the song for today ^_^, add more in later la.

I Miss You (feat. Fiona Fung 馮曦妤)

作曲: 陳光榮
填詞: Fiona Fung
編曲/監製:陳光榮

誰會為愛人 不惜一切 
而我或太傻 愛你願放棄一切
朋友亦叫我控制 
說放膽愛別失勢 
我不想給歪理來蒙蔽
容我愛你深不見底

#I Miss You 感動你 這份愛 太神奇
真心來溶化你 誰要勉強假裝愛理不理
我只想 保護你 發誓要 你歡喜
不必刻意 無需構思 
坦率對著你說一句 I Miss You #

Baby I Miss You

誰可使我 超出估計 
如今腦海裡 有涉及你的一切
朋友亦叫我控制 
說放膽愛別失勢 
我不想給歪理來蒙蔽
容我愛你深不見底

Repeat #

Oh Baby, One day I'll walk away
How can I face this lonely day
Deep in my heart ,I pray everyday
We can last , till the end of days

Repeat #

Baby I Miss You
I Miss You

2008年7月1日星期二

ESPANA & ISTQB

Euro 08... I lost T_T ... Spain won... GERMANY ALSO LOST.. but they got second haha..

Second news.. I PASSED ^_^ YEYEYE... ISTQB CERTIFIED.. next on the list.. probably ISTQB Practitioner exam. Then move on to another job.. another company.. another location....another life ^_^

Already July la... so happy...

Workmate resign jor T_T thats sad, but happy for him as he have found a better opportunity else-where.

Okey all for now... WRITE MORE NEXT TIME....

2008年6月10日星期二

EURO 2008

EURO 2008... firstly I was support ITALY... but ARGGGGG disappointment on their first match. So now being a very disappointed person, I have decided to support......

Let see what the result is like..... but yessssssssss EURO 2008 Beginnnnnnnssssss

Already half a year gone

Just finished my study for tonight. Another 2 more week before I have my first ever exam 2 years after graduating from University. A very strange feeling really, 2 years already in the work-force. Doing something totally different to what my degree is about haha. But I guess if it wasn't for my degree, I wouldn't have got into the job I have now ^_^. The feeling of seeing your system being use by people everywhere you go, this feeling is so wonderful. Even though there is always the up and down, stress and disappointment before a system is finally QA approved to be released. All those is worth it when you get the signal of a SUCCESSFUL deployment.
I have to say, this is the first ever peaceful day I have at home. Spend some time in the kitchen cleaning and cooking. Watch TV, this I have not done for a few months now. Its not like I am not interested, its just that I don't like just seating down and yet do nothing. If I do spend time watching TV, I always tend to carry my laptop with me so I can do something else during the ad-break haha. Yes I know, I am addicted to my computerssssssss. Most people might say, you work in the IT industy, why on earth would you want to come home and yet want to face a computer. Well the answer is, THATS WHY I AM IN THE IT INDUSTRY. Cause I just can't get away from stuff like this hahahaha.
Anyway, this is again another random blog from me. I am basically just typing everything in my mind right now as thats what I like doing ^_^
Oh yea LONG WEEKEND was greatttttttt...... Had the best time of my life. There was spa, chalet, great food, great people, lovely breakfast, long road, great music and surprising events hahaha.
I think it would be a weekend I would NOT forget about, ever!!!!

Anyway, another thing to point out. I am going on my first ever Business trip ^_^ hooray hehe... off to Sydney end of June for 2 week, all expense paid for by company kekekeke.

Have already planned to visit my dear dear sis in Canberra on the weekend, 3 hour bus ride from Sydney and have breakfast at the yummy Pancake Parlor.

Anyway more on that later... enough blabbering on from me for now.... Wish me luck on my First ever out of Uni exam....

2008年5月22日星期四

2008 UEFA Championship League goes to.....

MANCHESTER UNITED .. beating Chelsea in the last minute penalty kick off (6-5).
... GOOOOO THE RED DEVIL...

and to the request of someone.. annoying.. who said I am BIAS... here is the RUNNER UP
...CHELSEA...BLUE LION/CAT/WAHTEVER...

2008年5月20日星期二

status changed - "its complicated" ?!?

Okey, I am just in a pissy mood today. Was going through facebook when I came across this relationship status - "ITS COMPLICATED".....

WTF do you mean its complicated, you are either in a relationship or you are not. SINGLE or NOT..... AVALIABLE or UNAVALIABLE.... so why would people put their relationship as ITS COMPLICATED????

I WAS going to write a whole long blog on what I thought about this, but it seem like some like minded person in this blogging world have already done it. So hopefully that person wont mind if I link it here for all to read.

http://blushattacks.blogspot.com/2007/06/its-complicated-or-is-it.html

This person have written out all I want to say. So after reading that I feel SLIGHTLY better but still confused.

2008年5月19日星期一

Quotes which are very meaningful~


Just finish reading a blog from a friend of mine, there was a very meaningful and touching quote from Winnie the pooh which touched my heart. So off I went through the world wide web to see what other meaningful quote from winnie the pooh I can find.

Here is a few which brings tears to my eye.......
If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”
If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.
If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever
You can't stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.
Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh," he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw, "I just wanted to be sure of you."”
... From Me 2 You ...

2008年5月16日星期五

Patience ~~


I realised so much thing this week, experienced so much this month. And I am glad for all that I have been through. What I have realised is how I feel toward certain issues, what my future will likely be like and how much I actually treasure something without realising it.
This took me so many year to find out, but I guess along the way I have grown alot and hopefully become a much better person who will be able to handle problem maturally instead of running away.

But what I do have to learn is to have "PATIENCE". Not to rush into any situation without other people's feeling taken into consideration. Not to just care about how I feel but how everyone will feel with any sudden step I might take. Patience is a virture... and I have to learn to achieve the ability to hold my tongue and force myself to think before I run.

As Wiki state -
Patience is the ability to endure waiting, delay, or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset, or to persevere calmly when faced with difficulties.
And other nice proverb of -
"A patient man is better than a warrior, and he who rules his temper, than he who takes a city."
I shall therefore learn to be patiences, learn to wait so that nothing will be ruin. I treasure this so much therefore I will do anything to maintain what I have now.

To end this blog, I shall leave you all with a little paragraph
~ excerpted from Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke


Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart

and to try to love the questions themselves

as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language.

Don’t search for the answers,

which could not be given to you now,

because you would not be able to live them.

And

the

point

is,

to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Perhaps then,

someday far in the future,

you will gradually,

without even noticing it,

live your way into the answer…


2008年5月8日星期四

Happy week - movie and laughter



Went and watched Ironman on Weds on MEGASCREEN @@ haha.. quite surprising that the whole cinema was practically EMPTY. Good for me coz then it means no little kid screaming mid movie, ruining the whole movie -.-


Anyway, to me Ironman was a 7/10. Transformer was a 9/10 haha.. I guess Ironman big hit with me was all the fancy gadget, hi tech stuff and the ARMOUR was just WAY COOL.
But seeing that it was a HERO movie, kinda expected more action then this. Oh well will have to see how the next one will be like.

Feeling really happy this week ^_^, workload is good not much deadline coming up. Workmate getting marry on Sunday, so I finally get to attend a wedding hahaha.. kinda sad saying "finally" but well really looking forward to it. Other then that.. just a REALLY HAPPY WEEK....I hope every week will be like this so that I can be sooo happy all the time.

Happiness is in the air ^_^ ... please let it stay that way ~~

2008年3月5日星期三

dumpling.. ~~


My fav food ^_^ dumplingggg...

2008年2月10日星期日