After 4 week of QA for the new POS system, it offically went into piloting @ a live site. Couldn't sleep yesterday night thinking about this, read through all my install procedure, printed out all my notes so that I am 100% prepared. No space for failure. Went on site at 9am with the PSG Manager so that he will know how to go through with the install with the next site. Install shield went crap at first start, got help from the manager and was able to get the whole installation through. *tooked 30min* Gave the site an estimation of 15min installation time, which mean I am already over my time limit. (First disappointment) Eftpos system end up not talking to our system - 2nd Disappointment..... saw the staff on site running around doing everything manually, make me feel even worst, hate to see people disturbed and stressed out due to me, hate annoying people, hate giving people trouble not feeling good about myself now. All went downhill after that - eftpos system's programmer on lunch, so no help from him. Had to stand there looking like an idiot - a QA that does not know the system throughly... what kind of QA is that... more disappointment... feel like just keep saying sorry to the site.
After a horrible 6 hour, finally got the site up and running... and the worst thing was... all those little blockage was easy fixes which I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT...... even more disappointment... right now I am too disappointed with myself to even consider going back to work and face my manager. .... T_T ......
1 Good thing about today was, the site seem to really like the new system we have created.
Got back to work at 330... no appetite for lunch, manager in a meeting so just sat sulking at my desk.
345 - Got beaten to a pulp by manager, I guess he tried to joke about it, but still feel like I have disappointed him. ~~
Workmate tried to cheer me up by saying this is my first project to take charge of so manager wont be too harsh about it, but stilllll .... argggggggggg... feel like screaming my lungs out now.
Don't think I will get much rest with my mind this week, too busy thinking if the site is doing fine, if anything is suddenly happening, is the system stable - any lost sales? any leakage in the system..... I can't F**K up anymore. Have to keep telling myself that.... I guess I should have more confident with myself. Harden up girl, this is what work is about, if you fall, don't just sit there. Pick yourself up and continue running. Don't let anything get in your way. No room for weaklings in this harsh harsh concret forest. @@ CHARGEEEEEE.....
********************************NOTHING WILL BRING ME DOWN...*************************
After a horrible 6 hour, finally got the site up and running... and the worst thing was... all those little blockage was easy fixes which I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT...... even more disappointment... right now I am too disappointed with myself to even consider going back to work and face my manager. .... T_T ......
1 Good thing about today was, the site seem to really like the new system we have created.
Got back to work at 330... no appetite for lunch, manager in a meeting so just sat sulking at my desk.
345 - Got beaten to a pulp by manager, I guess he tried to joke about it, but still feel like I have disappointed him. ~~
Workmate tried to cheer me up by saying this is my first project to take charge of so manager wont be too harsh about it, but stilllll .... argggggggggg... feel like screaming my lungs out now.
Don't think I will get much rest with my mind this week, too busy thinking if the site is doing fine, if anything is suddenly happening, is the system stable - any lost sales? any leakage in the system..... I can't F**K up anymore. Have to keep telling myself that.... I guess I should have more confident with myself. Harden up girl, this is what work is about, if you fall, don't just sit there. Pick yourself up and continue running. Don't let anything get in your way. No room for weaklings in this harsh harsh concret forest. @@ CHARGEEEEEE.....
********************************NOTHING WILL BRING ME DOWN...*************************
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After reading ur blog entry...I was glad with how you finished in your last paragraph!!!
Because that's the 'liemon' I know!!! : ) One who will pick herself up, learn from the mistakes and keep on going! (and dun blame urself too much...after all it is ur 1st project!)
You can only become 'better' and 'stronger' this way! : P Add oil! We'll be here supporting u!!!
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